Here goes some conscious-stream writing: I am sitting at my desk listening to Billie Holiday sing out her soul. I have two or three papers to write tonight and I have not started any. I have wasted an entire day being tired and just allowing my heart to ache slowly. I wonder if any of [...]
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New Year. Another New Start
My dear readers. I must sincerely apologize for the lack of dedication to this blog that I have recently displayed. First you should know that the changes I am making around this website are still up in the air, I am trying a few different ideas and I will see what sticks. But in reality [...]
Well, Hello
It seems that my Blog has grown a nice thick coat of dust over the last few months. Well, I think enough is enough. Don't you my dear readers and friends? I am about to go to sleep, but tomorrow I will be blowing off the dust and making some changes to my crusty old [...]
Too tired to think
I am thinking that I need to work on some more poetry especially when I feel like this but honestly most of it is going to sound emo and gloomy. Choices choices. Also I just wrote this on my phone technology is weird. I'm up too late and I just need to try starting another [...]
Cha-Cha-Changes
I have a strong feeling that I have discussed this topic in detail before. Changes. Quick side-note. My life has been absolutely non-stop since my vacation in Vermont the first week of August. My fingers feel lazy and sluggish as they drag across my keyboard. That is a little bit frustrating to me but all [...]
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I will stand far away I will witness and applaud Watch as my very form decays Crowding in on the scene Toasting glasses as I squeal There is nothing left, nothing real I have been carried, dragged and pulled Carted to this new place where I am alone There is no guilt on your part [...]
I wanna…
I wanna do something big. Something crazy. I am Exhilarated with a new vigor for life. Enthralled with the prospect of opportunity Encouraged by the love of many I so desperately (to quote Jon Foreman) Want to give love to the ones that cant love at all Want to give hope to the ones who [...]
The Loveless Self
I went to church today. The sermon, the message has had me thinking a lot. I do not mean to speak poorly of the man who was behind the pulpit but I believe his articulation of the Gospel infuriated me to the very bone. My heart broke. Not because he wasn't trying his very hardest. [...]
Love
There are some aspects of the Human Condition that will remain for all endurable time as incomprehensible. There has always been a topic that has been very hard for me to approach. I am about to do exactly that though. I will be in prayer the entire time that I do so. The topic my [...]
Enough
A new question is sitting on my heart. One I have always assumed I knew the answer to. One that seems so obvious it has been overlooked. Not just by me but by us all. The question is simple. Is He enough? Through the turmoil. In the pain of it all. When it seems you [...]
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