It has been right around eleven months since I have posted on this blog. It has been over two years since I have felt capable of writing anything but garbage. Even now as my fingers are fumbling to find the correct keys to press, I feel inadequate to be writing anything let alone publishing it on social media. I think these feelings, this Writer’s Ice Box I have been in is a testament to the amount of worth I place on words and my ability to create with them. Which is funny because over the last two years the persistent thought has been I am not good enough and I do not have anything worth sharing. All fear overshadowing one of my truest loves.
There are so many stories I could share with my readers (if there are any still out there) from the past two years. Oh, the lessons I have learned. Oh, the pit I dug myself into. Oh, the bloodied hands from crawling back out into the sunlight.
Let me start with where I am right now…
Right now I am in my brand new bed, in my brand new home, in a brand new city. Nashville.
I have been trying to get here for over a year and now I am here and every little step along the way has been God-imagined and God-willed.
I am really searching my brain for what story, what analogy to share with all of you. One that inspires hope and healing. That shows how I got to where I am today. How I am typing and not in a corner cowering from my dreams.
The only story I can think of has already been told. Millions of times over. Hopefully you know the story I am talking about. If not listen to this song below. It should explain everything I have been through and will continue to walk through. From today until Kingdom come.
I pray God gives me more words to share again.
Much Love friends it is wonderful to be back.